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  1. What Reason
  2. Remain This Way
  3. Conversation
  4. Christine
  5. Still
  6. Wasted At Your Wing
  7. Once There Was A Girl
  8. Christine II
  9. Today Is A New Chapter
  10. Sycamore
  11. Bear (no lyrics available)

 

The Deckard E.P.

  1. What Reason
  2. Still
  3. Follow The Swallow
  4. Sycamore

 

 

Lyrics for:
Dreams of Dynamite and Divinity

What Reason

Hold me 'cause this life is a dream
The worst nightmare there has ever been
Well the weather is appalling and my spirit guide is calling
And the bathroom is in need of a clean

Hold me will I ever be free
From this crippling anxiety
As I wait for it to finish it will slowly just diminish
'til it's good enough to leave me be

HOLD ME NEVER LET ME GO
THERE'S A THOUSAND THINGS I WANT YOU TO KNOW
HOLD ME WHEN CONFUSION REIGNS
AS IT SOAKS ME TO THE BONE AGAIN

THESE FEELINGS I'M FEELING ARE HERE FOR ONE REASON
WHAT REASON
OUR REASONS ARE THE SAME

Hold me 'cause this life is a dream
The most beautiful emotive scene
And I couldn't help but laugh when you took the other half
Because you're punishing your self esteem

Hold me 'cause I'm asking you to
And it's not something I would normally do
If you need another reason it's 'cause summer is the season
That I make my annual pass at you.

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Remain This Way

No regrets
No bitter sweet reflections to inject
No pain that wouldn't slowly fade away
So here I lay today beside you in a daze

No deep thought
No final words of wisdom for your ear
No woe that would not dry up with the fear
And when the cracks appear I'll fill you in

I WISH IT COULD REMAIN THIS WAY
COME TO ME WITHOUT DELAY

LEAVE THEM LOVE ME LAY UPON ME
LOSE YOUR LONELY WAYS FOR A FINE FEW DAYS
Our love will not die

No big sweat
I felt that it was deep within me yet
I cradled just a tiny flame of hope
It's easy now you know
You know it all

No depends
I need you to forget your feeble friends
We're stronger than most every one of them
So watch them as they bend and break too soon

I'm a gentle man these are gentle hands

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Conversation

I met her at school under ridicule and ten stone
I hit her with a smile that hurt her for a while attention
I need a little time to find the right line it won't be easy
But these are healing hands and one of their demands is she will see me

I DIDN'T MAKE THIS CONVERSATION
FOR THE SAKE OF CONVERSATION
BUT FOR THE SAKE OF OUR RELATION
AND BECAUSE MY HEART IS RACING
I JUST DON'T MAKE CONVERSATION
FOR THE SAKE OF CONVERSATION

Swallow all my pride can I confide in you girl
The reasons are alive inside of me and evil
The truth is on fire I'm a god damn liar I can't keep smiling
But these are healing hands and one of their demands is keep on trying

IN ANOTHER HOUR OR IN ANOTHER DAY
I'VE GOT TO GET A GRIP 'CAUSE THERE'S NO OTHER WAY

HEALING HANDS ARE HITTING HARD TODAY
HEALING HANDS ARE BREAKING BONES TODAY
HEALING HANDS ARE IN DEMAND TODAY

All my thin veiled threats and my deep regrets are worthless
All my far away dreams and my stupid schemes will hurt us
Need a little time to find the right line it won't be easy
But these are healing hands and one of their demands is she will see me

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Christine

It isn't easy being a girl like me
One who's still a boy on the outside see
It's hard enough to fit into my girlfriends clothes
When I'll get my own only heaven knows
It isn't easy being a girl like this
Society would laugh when I take a piss
But I laugh too 'cause it's pretty lame
Yeh I laugh hard 'cause I'm not ashamed

Even when I cry myself to sleep each night
Weary of the pain of my selfish plight
I can see the end of all my shame in sight
With the virgin hope of the pure dawn light

I WANT THIS

Pure white trash and this inhuman race
Wouldn't understand and that is no disgrace
'Cause sometimes I struggle for the reasons too
But I know this is something I just have to do
And nothing makes me smile like a brand new dress
It kind of makes me sick when my hair is a mess
I wish I had a half of your poise and grace
As I look into the mirror at this ugly face

But I don't want to lose you when I get this way
It really is important that you want me to stay
I don't want to lose you will you take my hand
It really is important that you understand

I WANT THIS CHANGE
But how do you know for sure

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Still

Put me out of my misery tell me how it's going to be
And I'll try hard not to try at all forget the past and leave the future for

DEAR GOD WON'T YOU LET ME KNOW
ONE WAY OR THE OTHER SO
SOMEDAY I CAN FIND A FLOW
AND GO ALONG WHERE EVER IT TAKES ME

STILL YOU'RE BREATHING
SUREFIRE SOMETHINGS HERE THAT I CAN BELIEVE IN

What I can't understand I'll stand under until the weight of expectation falls
What I can't over hear I'll hear over until it's clear to me or anyone at all

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Wasted At Your Wing

Sing sweet angel sing for I am wasted at your wing
So far so good
So good for you but not for me

Cry my angel cry for I am bound to wonder why
Your tears are gold
So rare and pure for fools I'm sure

CAN'T STAND LOSING YOU

Drive sweetheart just drive for although you have arrived
I think it's good
To be alive when you're at my side

All your graceful ways are mine
On disgraceful days
When this fiction rose with the morning sun
It's a poison prose but a pretty one
I am wasted here at your side it's clear that we can't go on

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Once There Was A Girl

Once there was a girl who knew me well
And I think she fell for my darker side but I can't decide
Do I feel the same way

So I let her sweat which is nothing new
While I thought it through for a day or two it was the right thing to do
Or don't you think so

LOVE COME FOLLOW ME AROUND
I DON'T WANT TO KNOW YOU NOW
BUT THAT MAY NOT LAST FOREVER

How my sorrow grows with every passing day
'cause to be alone is the curse I've known and the price I pay
Every single day now

So my thoughts return to a girl I knew
Who I was sure would wait for her fickle fate but she could not wait
To prove me wrong

Well I'm too clever for her anyway
How can I get us together
'cause I'm so desperate and I need her today
I should have never let her get away

It's never or now so
DON'T FOLLOW ME AROUND

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Christine II

Christine we're keeping this clean
A clean break it's for your own sake

Diane as hard as I am
I need tears denied me all these years

'cause this drive that kept us alive has broken me

I need you as new lovers do
To forget I'm not over this yet

'cause this shame I brought on my good name will die hard

I'VE GOT TO TELL YOU THAT I DON'T LOVE YOU
AS MUCH AS I SHOULD DO
SO THIS EVENING I AM LEAVING
IT ISN'T OVER AFTER ALL

I need you
Forgive me
I need you

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Today Is A New Chapter

This is one for the all of us
Who wound up down in the dumps we must
Take this head on take this head long

TODAY IS A NEW CHAPTER THAT I'M READY TO WRITE
I FINALLY GOT A FEELING IT WILL ALL BE ALRIGHT
WAKE UP UNWIND SLOW DOWN YOUR MIND

You have my permission to smile today
It's okay to laugh in my face and say
I don't need this I'm immortal

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Sycamore

Wait a minute for a second more in her fashionable company
You know I couldn't really love her more even if she noticed me

OF ALL THE WORDS THAT I HAVE SAID
THESE ARE THE WORDS YOU WON'T FORGET
Forgive me now
OF ALL THE LIES THAT I HAVE TOLD
THESE ARE THE LIES THAT WILL UNFOLD
Believe me now

While I was trying just to be myself it hit me like a hammer blow
I don't know more than twenty years ago I don't know if I'll ever know

OF ALL THE DAYS THAT I HAVE LIVED
TODAY'S THE DAY I WON'T FORGIVE
OF ALL THE DREAMS THAT I HAVE DREAMED
THIS IS THE DREAM I WANT TO DREAM AGAIN

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